posted by Aspiring To Be...Me
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My Spiritual Path,
The Dark Times
All I can think of lately is freeing myself. Freeing myself from any traps or illusions, restrictions or rules that are keeping me from reaching my full potential; not allowing my mind to be used 100% instead of just 7%. Life seems to be a constant battle between this or that, him or her, good and bad, etc. I just want to be free from it all. I daydream constantly about what being free would look like, feel like...I picture it with me in a cottage in the middle of the woods with my own plot of land, with a garden near a river just meditating...happy. Happy to have my own place, Happy to have a silent place of solitude free from the grips and pressures of society, of those I love, of those that I need, of those things and persons that I depend on.
I would love to live in the Himalayas of Tibet or India by myself, away from it all. Even though I know if I want to change the world and its people, I have to be in it. But right now that's so far away from me. I want nothing to do with stipulations of living in society. I want to go away and find myself and in finding myself free myself....I just want to be free...
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All I can think of lately is freeing myself. Freeing myself from any traps or illusions, restrictions or rules that are keeping me from reaching my full potential; not allowing my mind to be used 100% instead of just 7%. Life seems to be a constant battle between this or that, him or her, good and bad, etc. I just want to be free from it all. I daydream constantly about what being free would look like, feel like...I picture it with me in a cottage in the middle of the woods with my own plot of land, with a garden near a river just meditating...happy. Happy to have my own place, Happy to have a silent place of solitude free from the grips and pressures of society, of those I love, of those that I need, of those things and persons that I depend on. 
Ah :) I so feel you on this one, SiSTAR. I've always said I wanted to live in a cottage in the woods and just listen to nature and just BE. And meditating in the Himalayas was also in that dream! Beautiful blog. :) Definitely resonates. The beautiful thing is we already are free because I AM.
I'm slowly starting to get to the point where I'm going from knowing that I'm free to actually realizing it. Thanks for the reminder :-)